There are a million reasons why I enjoy being friends with this kecik. This joyah, who looks like a budak sekolah rendah although she's already 18 and the fact that she likes to shout and acts all crazy anywhere and everywhere no matter where she is are the few main reasons why i love this girl. She is always being herself despite the weirds looks that people gave her. hahaha. i could't remember how we first met though, but i knew that the day that she and i became friends, i somehow knew that i'll be making crazy jokes with this crazy girl for the next 20 years time. yes, she is a pain in my ass sometimes, but you know what, being far away from her somehow pains me. she understands me without me saying sometimes. she knows things that even i don't understand, and even though she has a small build and she acts like a child ( who i adore ), she's strong inside out. dang, knowing her has been a huge miracle and i thank Allah everyday for granting me friends like her. this year, i had forgotten to wish her on her birthday and it was partly my fault (tapi kan, sekarang aku pun hidup dengan tak tahu hari ini hari apa ), so that was the main reason why i didn't wish her. not because i'd actually forgotten about her birthday. hahhaa. takkan la nak lupa kecik ni punya birthday. lepas tu dia merajuk. sape tak merajuk kan. and for that, kawanmu yang comel lotte ini is here to apologise for wishing super duper late. :'((
Zethy, aku nak tahu yang aku rindu gila dekat kau. when i use to get emotional and everything back at school dulu, i always have you around as my shoulder to cry on and the fact that you're not here now somehow pains me. maybe i took you for granted, i dunno. maybe i always forget that we are not going to be together forever, and now that you're far, i just want you to know that it has been a great pleasure getting to know you. it has been a great pleasure having to share my laughs, my secrets and my tears with you. the times when we go crazy together, gelak tak ingat dunia, gossip tak tentu hala, merajuk tak terkira. thank you for always being there for me when i needed someone to share my tears and joy with. thank you for tolerating my super annoying perangai which not everyone can cope with. thank you for not giving up on me. thank you zethy. i love you to the moon and to infinity and beyond. you're always in my dua's and i pray to Allah that may this bond that we have will last till Jannah, Insya Allah.
i love you , sister.
and i miss you really bad.
Love always,
A'fiani Atiqah Mohd Nizam
