it can either be a fight of your own kind, a fight for survival, a fight for justice.
but, the worst fight of all, is the fight within your inner self.
the fight within your inner self has never been an easy fight. you have insecurities, emotions and all the self loath that you have built for the past few years; building up inside of you, waiting to burst out. i know that everyone has felt this, at least once in their lives. you always feel that you're alone in this world although you're surrounded with so many people around you. you feel that whenever you speak, no one will hear your voice. you feel that no one is going to love you.
but here's the thing,
you don't realise the old woman who sits by the phone waiting for you to call
you don't realise the little girl who'd you have hated your whole life, looking up to you as a role model
you don't realise the old man, who scolds you and grounds you when you did something wrong, but cries and regrets his actions after doing so
you don't realise the girl down the hallway, who always stared at you and always try to be you
you don't realise the boy who has always been there for you, through your falls and laughs, your tears and cries
yet, you complain. yet, your inner self tells you the opposite thing. that low self esteem you kept building up inside you, blinds all those people who looks up to you, that loves you for the way you are.
Fight the demons within you. do not listen to other people. if you want to do something for yourself, go ahead and do it. embrace yourself every night. tell yourself you're beautiful. remember all the people who has always been there for you. call your mother, hug you father, kiss you sister, enjoy with your friends and learn to love. there's more to life than just stress. appreciate everything around you.
fight you inner demons and you'll find that life is beautiful in its own way.
