When everyone sees it

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

tensed

i'm not going to tell you the truth.
i know you're calling me a backstabber and a hypocrite.
yeah, yeah, whatever.
you know what, i don't freaking care.
if you only knew, haha, blame that other person.
but,i just want to say my part here that i'm not in the wrong.
i didn't say out anything cause i don't think is necessary to tell anyone about that thing.
yeah, i still protected you as my friend, but, you just didn't know.
you know, what, like seriously, i DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE.
everyone's going away from me.
hey, i have feelings as well, ok.
*sigh*
seriously, x puas hati, just say it to my face.
but, here, in this particular post, i'm just going to say that
i want to protect the truth. you don't believe me, fine by me.
i don't really care.
cause, from here on out, i'll try to live on my two on feet.
i'm tired to put hope on someone. i'm too tired.


i just want to go away from here, i don't want anyone to find me.
i don't care if people are going to say that i'm running for problems, but, i just don't want to make things worst.
why? cause i don't want to lose anyone anymore.
i'm done. done.

p/s: i have a right to pertahankan diri kalau orang salah faham., but, kalau x nak dengar, x pe. i've done my part. semoga Allah akan menunjukkan sinaran kebahagiaan dan petunjuk ke arah yang nyata. Amin.