When everyone sees it

Friday, June 8, 2012

Old Crush


i thought i'd gotten over you, but, yeah
saw your picture
and somehow, my heart pounds. cheesy eh?
i first knew him when i was in standard 3. 
he said hi at the swimming pool, and we'd became friends.
since then, i've liked him 
i don't even know why i like him
he's cute
but he's attitude is urgh. 
but somehow, i like it when he plays the piano
or when his triumph smile when he wins a game 
or the fact that i still remember his password for his old computer and i'm using it till now
and the way he's supportive when i'm kinda down
but yeah, he's a jerk, and he'll always be one.
and, i'm not giving my heart a chance to like him anymore
because i got hurt a lot during the past few years of liking him

don't know why i'm posting this
i think i'm just taken aback that i actually have butterflies in my stomach when i saw your picture.
ok, before i talk crap, i better stop now.


p/s:  he was my first love.  i think.