when u've updated your blog, i can see that you've moved on totally.
you'd never miss me.
i don't know why i'm torturing myself like this.
i want you to be out of my life.
like, seriously, forever.
i know i'm torturing myself because i'm "stalking" your freaking wall.
fuck man.
why does facebook like to put your name in every post in MY WALL.
I DON'T WANT TO SEE WHAT YOU'RE DOING, WHAT YOU DO, WHO YOU'RE WITH.
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW.
cause you know why, it breaks my heart.
cause we use to be like that.
we were so close.
i hate you.
i read this book that day, you shouldn't be hating the person that you care about after a big fight.
but then, i'm hating you for a reason.
so that, i'm use to being like this.
so, i'm use to being alone.
i want to be alone.
away from you, away from everyone.
cause right now, the friends that i have won't stick to me through the end.
maybe some of them have already did in the past, but then,
they were hurt by me because i was so damn selfish.
i only see your friendship until i forget about the others that's around me.
yes, i've moved on.
but sometimes, when you feel like shit, i tend to remember again.
so, i'm just going to say here, FUCK off.
don't ever come into my life again.
NIGAMIPDA. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
this IS THE LAST POST ABOUT YOU.
i don't want to waste my time with you.
GOODBYE.
And i'm standing alone in a crowded room, and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know if it's killing you, like it's killing me in
i don't know what to say, since a twist a fate when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
so many things that i wish you knew
BUT THE STORY OF US MIGHT BE ENDING SOON
and, i'm stating here, it's THE END.
goodbye.
fuck off my life
