again, i read your blog. i know you are facing a lot of problems. and i know, the 'you' in your blog is not me. i know is not me. why. i think is you precious kakak you're talking about kan. see, gotcha. i know that you'd never miss me. and i don't know why i'm getting all emotional all over again.
ok, i've moved on. i don't care about her. i'm caring about myself.
i hate this. ya Allah. i hate this. i just need to get back to Allah. i really do.
i'm not caring.i'm not caring. i'm not caring.
actually, i still do care, but, i'm just ignoring the fact that i'm still caring about her.
dah, dah, i don't want to get emotional all over again.
so, i need to go and sort out my feelings and such. goodbye.
anyways, KEY thank you for cheering me up.
i guess, you're the only one that can make me smile although it hurts in the inside.
and wooyoung, although you're not real, at least, you can get me all excited again after a serious hang down.
i need to get my spirit back. like i've just said, she never cared, and she never will, and i shouldn't as well, you know.
