jyeah, it's my 200th post.
fuiyuuh.i can't believe that i actually had gone this far.
weeeeeee... (my usual wave is gone. :'( )
so, PMR's in 95 days, and hell yeah i;m scared.
all feeling coming mixing to one.
but no matter, i know that i can do it.
choiyok AFI. woot.
okokoko enough with the craps.
let's talk about my felling's here.
see up there? yeah.
everyone thought their bestfriend right now would be her soul sister till the end.
yeah, who says that's true?
it MAY happen, but, it's not called REALITY then.
REALITY is that, friend's come and go.
to anyone who is reading this, i'm not pointing out to anyone. it's just that i'm saying it as a matter of fact.
because, i myself had experienced with this kind of problem, and YES it kills me inside.
yeah, yeah, i'm not going to talk about me. i'm going fpr general.
so, FRIEND
-is someone you share secrets with
-is someone who understands you in and out
-is someone who you can depend on
-is someone who would be there for you through thick and thin
-is a sister
that's what most people define friend's. i myself define it like that as well.
but, you know what.
i had learnt that, not all people that you love would stick to you forever, even if you want them to.
for example, just recently, like 20 minutes ago, one of my friend's cried because of her best friend.
so, now, people are starting to reallze who is our enemy and who is our foe.
to me, i'm tired of depending on anyone anymore.
from now on, i'll just depend on myself.
i love my friend's i do. i really do.
this post it's not being sarcastic.
it's just a view from me, muah, that thinks that people are actually fighting a lot. (people around me)
so, till here.
i want to go back to my dorm so that i could sleep.
lastly,
yes, the existence of you in my life brings joy and tears to me.
but, right now, because you've already moved on, then, i'm going to move on as well.
it kills me, and i don't want to do it.
but, i guess, we would never be the same.
hahahaha. it's quite obvious.
so, i'm going to back off.
and i guess, this is final. goodbye my friend,
i'll miss our times together, i'll miss our memories, our laughters.
hahahahaha.
i'm crapping, yeahyeah whatever,.
no matter, i need my nap. i'm going to have fever, really.
so, goodbye.
