wanna know why is the tittle for my post like this?
i dunno why, but i feel hate and sadness altogether..
crushing my heart and soul..
this post is abt some1..
'die' is so close yet so far..
that's the saying, rite??
i dunno why i'm feeling like this.
the feeling's silly, but, i still feel them..
i REALLY do not want 2 feel this way, but this sensitive heart of mine wants to feel it..
a'fiani, can u just accept the way things are and appreciate it??
i...............
feel like crying, but the tears won't just fall..
in the end, its my heart that's tortured from my own sensitive feelings..
oh god, i just need to be appreciative..
*sigh*
i don't exactly hate my life, but, i just hate dat i'm feeling this way..
n i'm praying hard dat this feelings would just go away..
praying and still praying..
n i hope dat the feelings would just go away..
