i HATE this fucking god damn ass skool...
i HATE knowing dat i'll go back ONLY after skool hours...
i HATE the fact that i can't call myself an IJCian anymore..
i HATE the fact that i cannot be as free as i was b4..
i HATE the face that i only got 2 rest less than 8 hours..
i HATE the fact that can only go back home on friday..
i HATE it here..
i LOVE it at home..
i LOVE it in IJC..
i know i hv 2 accept the way things are rite now...
but, sometimes, i just can't help it..
knowing that my friend, who is skooling in boarding skool is going back 2morrow..
i mean..
it is so NOT fair..
why can't they just let us bust out of this skool..
YA Allah, dugaan apa yg Engkau turunkan padaku YA ALLAH?
KAU tabahkanlah hati ini dan hari esok..
dan moga-moga, hari yg mendatang akn menjadi hari yang lebih bermakna..
AMIN.
